Копипаста:Jenebu:Вааааа меня забанили за РМТ
@everyone
Hello, This is JeNebu speaking.
You have reached the end (or the new beginning) of TFT. Kinda ironic it happens in April 1st, right?
In March 26 my PoE account was banned. My ban appeal was denied after 17 minutes.
Obviously, I was in complete shock the world fell apart on me, after I spent 8 years building this server, and my shop. All the passion I poured into it for years was instantly taken away from me.
The old management told me that we need to make this right. Give it time. Improve my PR or some bullshit and then try appeal later and maybe it would help. I agreed.
We wrote an apology, which was sincere btw, I do apologize for alot of shit I've done, including bans, power tripping, everything. But my passion to PoE was never fake, it was real. I loved building the server initially when the game had no good trade options, when people were getting scammed in trade channels and no one did anything about it. I took it as a project of passion to build, on top of passion I had for crafting and basically having the best items in the game. Did I take it too far? absolutely. I sacrified a shit ton for it. In retrospect, was it worth it? seeing today, probably no. I should have spent more time with my family, and realize that this game doesn't belong to me, some manager can just ban me one day based on their rules and that's my end. But I continued anyway.
People always accused me of many things, but answer me, if I am as guilty as people make me, why did I have more than 30k mir worth of alternate arts? Why was I collecting so much?
Anyway, I am not asking for an unban, which is where we are now. I decided that I don't want to pursue it anymore. Why? Wait another week, another two weeks, another month, another half year, be a slave of waiting for someone to spare me or not. Why do I need that? I preferred to be put out of my misery, so to say.
So I told the old management I don't want to transfer the server ownership, I'd rather keep things as they are and if by chance I manage to get unbanned, then good, if not, then no.
The old management blackmailed me that if I don't transfer server ownership, they will go armageddon mode on me, "Release the jenebu files" - right?
I told them - Do it. So they started spamming the server and pinging everywhere, so I removed all their roles and deleted all channels, they also made a reddit post which you can read as their side of the story.
Honestly? I still love the game, I know I'm done, I know I'm hated, I know I've had my fair share of success and also fair share of hate. But I'm still the server owner. What can I do with that?
In the past years, including my time, I felt like the server rules are too strict and too unforgiving. Yes, that was also my doing. But why do people get permanently banned for some small reason and can't use the server anymore? ever?
You remember the drama back in January 24 when I banned LocalIdentity? I did step down from management, it wasn't fake. I did absolutely nothing management wise. Nothing. I just ran the shop and developed around it. But I always saw people appealing and people never bothered even reading the appeals. But why do I care, I still had my poe account, things were silent, so what's the problem?
Fast forward to now, I just decided this is either the end or a new beginning. I don't expect anyone to like me, I don't expect to be unbanned, I don't expect mercy. The server still exists, If someone wants to run a similar PoE services community here, be it reddit mods, a streamer, go for it, contact me and I'll see what we can do about it. I still love the game, I still want to do something good for it. It may work, or it may not. People may move to other tools.
my DMs are open for serious suggestions or inquiries. If you want to tell me to kill myself, spare me, I've heard it enough already.
In the upcoming days, I will be deciding how to move forward, so your DMs matter.